It's A Trap!

After thinking for long, finally realize it's a trap! I better stayed calm and don't do anything foolish to worsen it! Someone once told me that I have a high endurance level, so I shall prove to myself that I really have it!

How I hope it will be over soon...

Kris, u musn't be defeated by it! Jia you! Jia you! JIA YOU!

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Met up with a friend last night for a cup of tea @ KAP until 11plus to share our woes together.

The news I heard from her is really too sudden for me to accept that it has really & truly happened! It's so difficult to believe becoz they are still so loving 2 days ago! Becoz of this, I suddenly feel that one can never know what can really happen tmr. It really upset me to see her tears flowing down when she told me the whole thing. I know she has been trying hard to control her emotion for the whole day. Afterall, she is just an ordinary girl, all she need is someone to love & cherish her. She really give in a lot in this r/ship, but the returns she got are those hurtful comments... Sometimes, I really wonder how come a guy can be so cruel to hurt a girl like this. Can't he see that she has been good to him all these while? Can't he feel it from his heart? If so, why he has to make this heartless choice?

It is really true that anything can happen within a split second. A man & a woman both always have different perception & wants towards a r/ship. Sometimes, what a woman need is really not what a man actually want. And becoz of these differences, problems will always occur in either side of the party if they don't go align.

After the whole conversation with her last night, I suddenly feel that I'm not so misfortune afterall. It really depends on how one will look at the matter. Probably I'm just worried too much. Like what my friend says.. the more I think the more worried I am, which will inevitably add on extra pressure to our r/ship. If it is meant to be urs, no matter what happen it will still be urs =)

Sighz.. suddenly miss my darling so much. He has really been through a lot these few weeks and he has so many pressures to take that he almost break down. It really hurts me to see him like this. But I really can't do much to help him also. The only thing I can do is to give my support him with all my heart & most importantly is to have faith in him =) After so many things have happened, I realized that he is still the one I care the most.