God Bless Him....

Praying for Grandpa's health condition once & again.

He has been a very tough guy despite his health condition is deteroriating each day.

It has been almost 1-1/2 years since the day we know he is diagnosed with lung cancer.  But to ease his worries & pain, we decided not to break this news to him.  Thus, until today he still think that he only has serious diabetes & lung infection. 

These few years, he has been going in & out hospital quite often due to his illness.  Can see that he really has a strong will to live on.  Still remember last year when he was hospitalized (which is quite near to my wedding date), he actually told one of my dad's friend that he was afraid that he might be unable to pull through to attend my wedding.  But thank god, he still did it eventually as we keep telling him to get well to attend my wedding tea ceremony.

But these days, we can sense that he is starting to get worry over his health.  He has not been sleeping well at night & not much appetite.  He is growing more & more skinny each day until his clothes & shoes all look over-sized on him.  He starting to feel pain on his left side & keep feeling cold at night.  And for the first time, he requested us to bring him to hospital for a check up immediately, despite his next appointment is on next friday.  He must be feeling very unwell now if not he won't initiate for a check up immediately.

Dear god, yes I know that all of us have been very selfish & demanding for him to live longer but I truthfully pray that you won't take him away with you so soon, not until he get to see his grand grand child.

Now, my uncle & granny are with him at the hospital waiting for his blood test & X-Ray result.  From what I know, they are starting to inject him with pain-killer to ease his pain.  But I still pray that the result won't turn out to be as bad as we thought. 

God bless him....